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today is 29 june 2021,

what i have take this decision to write down something here that i am fed up with dilemma whether i should go with reading and hearing english the same way that i have been espouse or do something differently , because i am stuck in the middle stage to improve my speaking skill , right now where i am standing was the same stage before an year ago..

so today evening after i come back from thripunithura by bicycle  i was very nervous to find a solution for that and i got this idea to start writing practise on blogger , i haven't been here since i stopped promoting 'vaivahikam' as i used to come here to write something to promote it , 

what are things lack in me :

1) i didn't have any academic back up i have only my schooling knowledge in this language and an experience from a spoken english classes which i had join when i was young boy and i thing it was 1996 it was a short time course about 6 months after that i have had several attempt in my past life to get a clutch in to the language but nothing came to as a grip 

like english paper reading ,writing down words and its meaning and tring to imbibing all of them so on and one day i happened to saw one of the video of  Prof.Sumita Roy at IITK-Workshop on Leadership and Soft Skills in 2013. and i was very much inspired of her speech , so decided to study hard with perseverance